Saturday, November 28th, 2009 | Author: AggieAtheist
“The Church eras idea is Armstrong’s Mayan Calendar. It ends at Laodecia and it ends in death. Herbert was shrewd enough to make sure anything that came after him would be suspect and poisoned in the minds of his followers. Herbert Armstrong is the son of a bitch that created that idea. Herbert was so narcissistic he had to steal the thunder from those that would came after him.”
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Sunday, 3. January 2010
So wow I’ve been a doubter in the invisible man ‘GOd’ from the beginning. Before my teenage years I could just keep quiet about my agnosticism, and at the feast in Victoria when I was 14, 15, I would trick myself into thinking that I could make ‘God’ work for me. But at 17 I finally became a hardcore atheist. An Anti-theist and blood enemy of organized religion.
My family now blindly are utilizing the new ‘digital’ blogging technology to finally bring about their dream of spreading the gospel that Armstrong once did. They are once again spreading the news of the twt. Members of my family give sermons. :S .
I have always kept quiet about my objections because I know I would be out on the street even at 20 as someone with CFS.
I am not a Nihilist as the god fearing consider all atheists. But even If I was to win the philosophical argument and point out inconsistency in their doctrine using their own holy book, they would find a way to justify what they have always believed.
A good example is the idea that man is made ‘perfectly’ (and flawed because we have an expiry date, not to mention my eternal sickness) so you should not alter your body, get any tattoos, or pollute your body with drugs/smoking. Yet at the same time they cut off a large piece of skin from the most sensitive part of a males body in the name of branding a child for god and removing the potential for earthly pleasures that led one astray (I guess humans are made with a defect that has to be cut off -even though we are supposed to be made perfect). My birth home is a lost cause. Their is no way to win this war, they have believed from youth and to take that away from them would be equal to death – and I would really like to actually live for once in my life. I have been surrounded by hate, spite, anger, and death inside me and out for so long.
When it is 32 (the average number of church goers) v 1 you don’t even try to fight if your smart. I tried going to church if just to keep up the act so as to avoid verbal harassment but so much of what is said actually now makes me physically sick. There is so much to be said, but I wisely held my peace when I could have spoken and now there is nothing left but a headache.
They constantly come up with new historical evidence that proves ‘God’ and that their doctrine is the true one. Much of this of course I cannot refute because I cannot really even remember my own past let alone piece together what took place millennia ago. I live within my means.
But the book of revelation and the statue Daniel ’saw’ made of gold at the head all the way down to the feet made of clay and —something else— still unnerve me. Specifically how they call the EU the beast. And the woman riding the beast is Europes mascot Europa riding the bull. The flag also seems to reflect the idea of different ‘kings’ (leaders of the nations of the eu) giving their power to the beast (the leader of the European parliament or council). Also the forecast for the failure of the earths magnetic feild and future reversal, along with increased volcanic activity and the fact that humans can now destroy ‘all flesh.’ Seems to support this apocalyptic religion that is based on human helplessness as they struggle against what has already been predetermined.
So finally let me just say that in my personal life experience I see now evidence for an all powerful loving god. Even if this massive story occurs and my parents were right all along this just shifts the hatred/blame off the shoulders of my family and onto the cruel almighty god who supposedly created us just to ease his boredom/loneliness.
What is free will for if all we can use it for is to struggle in vain, or justify our fates.
The one truth in this world is that the ‘truth’ is determined by those with power.
There are many gods in this world they are called nations, parents, the rich, the minister, the president… ect.
I am just so tired of it all. The world is insane, cruel, and whimsical. As it has been for all recorded history. My own mother and father say they love me. But their love is not real. My own mother tormented me when I had a crush, when I had image issues she suspected I was gay. And then as the incarnation of evil went on to say how whatever I feel is pointless – that the bible is all that matters.
Yet she says she loves me. To her I am everything the bible says to detest. The bible would call me an abomination to be stoned to death. If only she knew. She made her own child fall into depression and cry in secret for 10 years. That every time they speak about their invisible master is like daggers to my heart and temples.
Age gives authority.
They spend their lives exalting a book and care little for those alive around them. It is all for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
With words like faith, fate, and destiny, what is freewill.
I now have a definition for evil even as a moral relativist living in this paradoxical hypocritical world. It is called (organized) Religion.
Happy new year. hahahahahaaa. In fact I really wish you a good life. No really. With more happy people in the world maybe I might be able to actually be happy one day for once in my life.
Maybe it would be therapeutic to burn some of the monotheistic religious texts.
On second thought the Knights Templar, Jihadist, Zionist, and the saddistic Armstrongist thought police would probably come after me.
I hope you have a eventful year that moves your plot forward a little. ^^
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Sunday, 3. January 2010
This is so very true. I have just published a hubpage on the subject which I hope can help people survive. They need to see the truth behind the leaders who maintain Armstrongism as their regular subject for preaching. Please do take a look at that hub by clicking my name. It will take you directly to the hubpage.
Hope you all will have a Happy New Year.
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